Being weak

There are two things i strongly dislike 1) Being weak  2) Being confused. I am 1) right now. I'm weak and i don't like it at all... being sick is sure good for the immune system and biologically great but its a really bad timing.


Last night i had written in my calender that if i felt worse i should take the bus to the ER and have a doctor looking it up because my heart literally hurt that time and my head is just awful.


I didn't go, i stayed home and slept until 8am. Woke up several times during the night and couldn't get any breakfast down. As soon as i finished the milk - i threw it all up and luckily there wasn't much in the tummy. It was a while ago i was this sick, but it usually happens around May; that i kind of get sick and then manage to stay healthy for a few months. Anyway with the voice i had i called dad and asked to talk with mom but he was not at home so i called home and asked mother to call me up. She did, and it appeared that everyone was sick over there too. Dad had fever and mother couldn't breathe and brother was on the bettering. Remind me next time to throw my brother out of my room when he is sick :P


Since i skipped breakfast, i began drinking a lot - went to sleep and woke up,  had Aspirin (the first one, this year!) The sun was not merciful either it quickly heated up my condo and i opened the door and tried to do everything to cool down the place - it ended with me hanging my towel on the window as to redirect the sunrays. Effective but unfortunately a temporary solution


Not been online much at all except for the morning routine and answering emails. It's tiresome and i barely have any strength - yeah i feel weak and i hate it! 
Brother texted about needing help with chemistry and when he called i was asleep but still kind of managed to talk with him and help him out. Smart kid solved most of it by himself -  he just needed someone to bounce his thoughts with. After that i was close to falling asleep when Puffy called. I didn't even see who it was and i couldn't hear who it was either, but he called and asked if i could help him out with a photoshop task. You know those colourful explosion dancers.... yeah he wants me to do one of those... and that my dear friends takes time to make since you have to wrap each line individually around the dancer. I think i can do it but the bad thing is that it'll take more time that I'd prefer and that is because i can't be online for more than a few hours. Like right now I feel like going to bed - been looking and bouncing ideas for 2 hours now. Nonetheless i sent him an email about the website and how it is going to look like when it is done - after that i'll see how to work with the glow and neon part. As for now I've just seen what I can do without having any copyright infringement on the work and trying out the photoshop features.


Okay amigos good night and take care! 

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