The painting has built an aura around it because every morning, i'm not joking but, every morning (and evening;) it shimmers in a very delicate way and if you place a candle in front of the painting it seems like you're under a spell because of the reflection from the gold glitter.
This painting is very special, because of the process it has gone through. I never imagined i could wish this, but last week i left it to a very knowledgeable person (or another man delivered it to this knowledgeable person), whom i've never met in person but i think we had a talk 1,5-2 years back (i think he broke some of the rules in order to speak with me but i don't know, all i know it that very few people are allowed to speak with these orange people.) The Swami was very much aware of who i was. I brought my three little figures and the Guardian and truth to be told I didn't intend to show an unfinished piece because it didn't feel right but i turned it in. The art was gone for 4 days. When i went to retrieve the creations the feedback given by this man who had taken them to the Swami it just left me speechless. I was humbled. Hearing those words from someone on that level in Life moved me and i confess i feel it is too much because i don't feel like that myself (yet). My friends and family don't know it but i can tell that something happened to me during summer. I haven't figured out what it is but i'm working on, as i am on other aspects of life. What i do know is that there is nothing in Life i can't handle.
Back to the art. We go way back together. It is personal to talk about how i come up with the ideas and how i work and why i do it that way i do. All i can tell you is that - i play. Yeah, I play and art is a way for me to discover truths, dreams, reality, fantasy and many many other things internal- and externally. Its is everything and nothing at the same time, simple and hard, it has something all the time and when you don't have anything you have everything. Does it make sense? lol, i guessed so. There is no straight answer to the connection between me and art. It is something that grows in and out all the time~

Twitter thought of the Day: The struggle in my life now is learning how to balance my drive for success with taking time to invest in the people i love and care about.
Previous entries of the process of making the guardian
- http://sheiswave.blogspot.se/2012/08/grasp.html
- http://sheiswave.blogspot.se/2012/09/grasp-goes-guardian.html
- http://sheiswave.blogspot.se/2012/09/guardian.html



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