Every passing moment is another chance to turn it all around

Dear blog readers,


It is day 365 out of 365 and let me sum it up with: it was bad.. 

In January hard work was put into the surprise collage for my dear brother. I never got a surprise but i wanted to make something grand for him. 

February was alright. Had lots of job offers. Also met relatives and found out a certain friend had been weird dreams about me. I'm wasn't surprised... i'm totally a dreamy person lol :P

March was an interesting month in the sense that i began my thesis work. I learned about cell culture and FACS Aria which was awesome!! One of my favourite composers Adrian von Ziegler replied to one of my tweets and that was amazing. I had to cancel my London weekend though and that was disappointing. I had looked forward for it but ah well... another time or maybe another destination.

April the same hairdresser i love cut brother's hair and he loved her too! To Alex, you are by far the most professional hairdresser i've had *bellisimo* ! My thesis work was going good too and i befriended the cleaning/scientist lady at the lab. We had lovely conversations and laughs ♥

In May my nana came over. Alex and Sierra began following my other account. This was also the month i met the Swamis in Gothenburg.

In June moi & bro graduated. We decided to have our graduation party together and it was a grand celebration. I also worked my butt off. In addition i had the honour to met Ashish uncle, Sonalmami and Shawn on my birthday - we had a good time and real talks. 

During July i got really sick, but i had it coming, work was crazy. Not only was i the only one at the station but i had to do 3 people's work and i barely had time to go pee pee or think! My cousin got married to the love of her life. It was a funny wedding. Furthermore it was lovely meeting all my cousins, catching up and reconnecting with those i'd lost touch with. 

In August i extended my work contract and worked my butt off again. I got sick every week during the summer because the ventilation didn't work and i (among others) had to inhale toxic gases. This month i also got to meet the aunty and uncle whom i later would stay with for over a month. I also had a meeting with my boss who offered a permanent placement. It was tempting, i can tell you that. It would mean that my life plan would be accomplished and i would become more and more financially independent and live my life as i thought i wanted. However while working there a whole summer and making friends with the wonderful people i couldn't say yes. The place didn't feel right... if one can't breathe fresh air what's the point? 

So i begun to work on what to do once my contract ended. I also visited Stockholm for the first time with the community . A person in my circles also broke my heart big time.

September was scary. A last minute trip literally saved me and it was also the equinox of a transformation. The day before the trip, everything crashed, tried to shake it off, with bouncing around, dancing and doing all kinds of crazy then when we arrived, maybe the second day, the person i used to be was gone. It was uncanny. Couldn't communicate, there was just this wall I couldn't break or get over. 

October was one of the better months. I met so many people and i had talks with aunty, made some mistakes and it was alright. It was strengthening. 

November was okay i guess. Enrolled a gym and begun working out. Got my OnePlus One phone! *yaay* i love this sexy beast! Also got a new iPod (5th gen) as my old (3rd gen) retired.

In December i begun a course at Chalmers.  I met up with friends. Had a sleepover at Boo's. Much fun! Celebrated xmas with family. Then i met someone i care about and we talked and ate and bought presents for each other. She got a lunch, 4 nail polish and chocolate . I got chocolate and a beautiful diary of my choice ♥   

Maybe in retrospect the year wasn't... no.. nope, it was bad. Good thing  though is that i learned A LOT OF LESSONS and i met new WONDERFUL people! 2014 you may now kiss my a**! :P

Here is to a clean slate buddies.

Fireworks and kisses,

Wave x