"If you asked me what I came into this world to do,
I will tell you: I came to live out LOUD!"
Song of the Day: Departure - Rick Horrocks
The year of 2013 begun a bit waver however early in January i witnessed something i could only dream of. It was the moment i decided, no matter what, i'd keep on pushing. The month of January was the first bump of many in 2013, however it brought good news as well, such as my cousin being blessed with a boy =) During February i filled in an application for abroad studies and got an interview with the international coordinator. Things looked good and i had done my part of deal (researching, finding a suitable university, accommodation etc.) March was probably the most fun month of the year, being a host at the ALARM 2013 was a blast! Befriended myself with great folks during the event and celebration party. I also found out about my summer job !
You know the feeling of crossing something off your bucket list? Yeah, that one. Enrolling myself into evening classes for 5 weeks and learning a complete different language was amazing! In June something marvellous happened, i still don't believe it however it really did happen. Our home was privileged with the presence of holy Santoo and as they departed i begun my summerjob in a new city. Didn't have much of a social life outside of work :P Woke up at 4:30. Got home at 6-7pm/5 days a week. Summer was gone in a blink. ALTHOUGH it was the best place i'd been in. I got to work with patients and gathering samples - it felt good. Real good. I felt myself growing in a different way and it opened my eyes (and heart.) i loved everything, the patients, my colleagues, the place. The only thing i disliked was the travelling distance from and to work (4 hours/day was exhausting.)
In July i reconnected with an old friend. It was a sad meeting. Hearing her story i understood how hard she must have had it. July was also a month where I completely lost my voice during the last weeks of work. Doctor's order i was on a voice probation for maybe 2-3 weeks! I can tell it was a really interesting time for both family and friends and me going around with notes and pen! Mum, your ginger juice/tea was a miracle worker! ♥
August felt like a dream (it still does!), i can't quite grasp it but i can die happy for sure. Meeting my bf, visiting places from my dreams and bucket list, planning an entire adventure with destinations, hotels and tours it was unbelievable and i remember certain things in such detail it's insane! It was magical.
September and October were quite surprising, some detective work was made to find a friend who had moved cross countries and when have i ever failed? Receiving a call at 11pm, i couldn't believe my ears. However i was happy just to know all was well and happy. During these months babysitting was a reoccurring thing; it was great fun playing with the little angel :) It's quite odd and dangerous to pick up the cellphone when you have a burning hot plate straight from the oven. A very awaited call called right at that moment. R had to call back, and we had an intriguing conversation. I really admire men who keep their word.... and make up for something when admit they did wrong. It's really admirable.
Oh my god, November was a horribly month! I literally spent 2 weeks in HELL (Hell is an understatement!). I have never despised anything as much as those two weeks. God forbid i'll have to go through something like that again. The good news of the month was i got the dissertation project i applied for!
December, the month i finally came home. I guess that says it all. Not coming home for 3 months and going through a roller-coaster took a toll but it opened my eyes to other realities and i'm sure, in some way, this will all be a lesson and experience i will treasure. It's rather peculiar how me and my friends managed to see great movies several times this year (most of them on the premier day), first it was Silver Lining Playbook, Iron Man 3, EPIC, After Earth, Mortal Instruments and Catching Fire but then again it's been a great movie year indeed!
In short 2013 has had good and bad tiding concerning dreams and goals. I don't think people realise how important it is to surround oneself with the right people and to be strong enough to move on from the toxic one. To some extent i know an event in 2013 was unfair, nevertheless it was the right thing to do and i'm glad i had the strength to go through it. Goodbye's are never easy. May you be able to let go. May you be able to move on. May you be able to forgive for you are forgiven.
Take Care,
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